Father is watching TV in this room right after my chair. I can hear the sound from the television very clear. All kinds of news come into my right ears every day. And I am starting breath heavily. But he never care. The sound make my head totally messed up. I want to say something. Finally I can not control. I tell him to turn down the volume of the televison. 

Television , the world worst invention for the world. The world most waste invention ever. The people use the television for wasting the time. Listening to creepy news around the world. I never know a gun shot  case from the other side of earth would have connection with our life. And the TV plays are made of the scenes have no reason. There is no alien show up to us. But we are dreaming to fight them in the television for several decades. Any way I never pay them any attention. I just care what is my life. 

I need private space. I am tired of living under the eyes of the parents. I am a adult. I want to live in my own way. Get away from the hood of the parents is the best choice ever. I have to say goodbye to the so called family. I want to own one greater future.