The rainy days finally ended. You can not control the weather. The wet air with the water , you feel crazy but you can hardly change. It is just the situation right here. My parents do not know how badly it is. But I can feel it. Like the black clouds over my head. In any time there would be one storm here.I count every second I have. Even in the weekend I would still work a lot. I made a dream list. But I just make two of them come true. There are still 2 in my list which is one icon of my success. But now I am feeling disappointed for what I have done these months. Wasting the time is one guilty thing. It is not only wasting the time. Also sacrifice the future. I do not believe in fate. Because I believe fate is created by our hands. If one day you have wasted too much maybe the future would be worse. But if you grab every opportunity and keep using the time in the right way,the future would be brighter. All you have done would create one result. And I believe in pay back because everything would cause one result and the result would work on yourself. So we should never do anything not kind. Be grateful for the god what he have given us. Be grateful for the life we are owning. Start from here.