The most selfish thought of the human is control. Control people's thought and make people obey the rules. Like the song from Lorde, Everybody want to rule the world. We want to enjoy the top right. And we believe we have made the right decision and count every word. Each day we are trying to climb up higher so that there would be more people under our control. I work alone and I have thousands of ideas in my head. But no one can help me to make it come true. And I have been thinking of the old time I work as one employee. At that time I wish I have eight arms and eight hands. I think the time is never enough. Every day even when I am feeling very tired I would still work till the late night. But now without the rules of the company seems I have become a lazy person. I listen to the music , I watch the film in the middle of the day. I play the toys in my work time. No people would would have a talk with me while I am wasting the work time. Seems the rule one basic chain can make you work harder. Because I have already lost my responsibility to my job. And now freedom have become one reason why I am so lazy. I am tired of my life style like this. I may have to make myself the rules. Punish myself while I have done something wrong. Live the life with the rule is one good thing to rule yourself. I finally understand why people need the rule to be ruled.

Even now I am still listening to the music. With the great sound outside of the winder. I am changing myself to someone I want to be. Time to be changed. It is really needed to be changed.