I have made phone call to my parents to ask if there is any food at home. I have been living like this for 27 years already. I still can not live all by myself. I used to ask my parents to make me live alone. But they just do not agree because they think if I have any disease I can not handle it. They are worrying about me. But in this city there are so many people living alone. How can they live in this city? I was always under the hood of the family. Some people even say they admire me because I am still living with the parents. They would take good care of me. But for me I think I should stay away from them as soon as possible. Someone have already become a father at my age. But now I am still the kid who even can not take care of myself in my parents' eyes. I know they love me more than anything. But in some other way, the love also have become a kind of destory for their kid. If you love me , please let me fly alone. 

The parents can not take care of you all the life time. One day you have to face the whole all by yourself. But if you are not ready for it. You would be so weak. Being a weak person is not good. So I decide to move out of my parents' house before it is too late. I have to learn to live in this world all by myself. I am ready to weak man.