I work as a self-employed worker for myself. So that means I can arrange any work time for myself. Sounds great for many people who have to get up in the cold winter morning. They admire me. But for me I admire those people who have a stable work to do every day.

You can not feel your life as your life do not have a order. In the morning I can be in my bed. Or I can also be on the work desk from last night. There is no rules for your life. And then you feel you are free. But you are trapped by the daily trouble around. When one person is working in one company. There is no stress for him. He is just waiting for another monthly salary. But for me I worry about the business. When the business is not running well. You have to try to find the reason and give your work a new solution. So the trouble is happening every day.And you should hanle with it in time. Or you would tear the loss.

When I was a kid, When I have any trouble, I can ask my mother or father for help. But now. It is impossible. You have to handle with it all by yourself. Father is not as strong as before. Mother is not as smart as before. Because they are all old. So now you are playing an important role in your family. You are the only one that you can rely on. This is my stress. 

But I have to give myself a rule for my life. It is not OK to be late every day. It is also not OK to be a loser every day.