Today I have opened up the computer and played the game for about 15 minutes. It is the shame for me. Because I have broken the promise. And I believe this is totally wrong. And I just can not stop. If this is one kind sick. I am quite sick for the games. I start to worry about this because I just can not control this feeling once I am alone. I would like to take a try. Now I am already one adult already. But I just can not stop. It is horrible. And I am trying to find some way to make myself know the truth better. Now I am feeling very regret that I have played the games. It is one shame for me indeed.I want to make myself back to normal. But I am just feeling I am wrong. It is changing me. And also change my way of the business. It start to influence my feeling and my time management. It is just so horrible for me.

For one day I have to calm down. Maybe I need to shut down all the computers and live one day without the electric. That would make me live a little better. But now it is not the time. Because I have to work on the internet.And I believe one day I would get away from this internet. Because it is one kind bad things even though they have brought large numbers of news from all over the world. But it is also hurting our world because we are lack of the communication and we are even stranger than before. Because the internet have created the walls between us. I can easily buy pyrex clothing on the internet. So that save me a lot of time going to the store. But in fact hanging on the road first can make us walk a little more and make us healthier and also can make us make more friends in the public.So this is the internet. And I am feeling sick of it. I am trying to quit.