Wearing one simple shorts and one t-shirt in this place and work all day long. Sometime people can see my numb face in front of them .They even do not want to talk with this person because his face is just so numb and this is me. One person who face the computer for more than 12 hours one day. I hate this life. But I just can not say no to them. Because I live on this. And suddenly one day the power off today. And I would not see the screen today. And then I feel the silent side of this world make me remind the childhood.

I remember at about 6 years old. The friends get together while the power off and we get together with the candle light and we sing and dance for whole night and yelling while the power back. And it was not forogotten because the red candle light and the sweet smile on the friends' face. It was just so warm that I would not forget them for the whole life.

Now growing up we have been apart for so many years. We do not know where are they and maybe even if we meet each other we can not tell .It is the childhood. And now it is different. We can not treat friends well just because we like each other.We need to know where do they work. And how are these people. And if they have any bad habbit.And now soft mind come out from me.I am not the child any more.