Yesterday mother have made me a telephone call to tell me about some news about the food health. She said it is not safe to eat outside the fast food store,. It was not a latest news which I have heard about it before. And I feel boring for that. Then I told her I was very busy with the job. Her voice stuck for a while. I feel she is feeling sad for that. But I have to let her get used to this. Because one day I would leave her. I can not live under her hood for all my life time. I am ready to go. 

There are a lot of people who is alone in this city. They are also the sons and daughters of their parents. But she always said she worry about me. And she said she can not leave me alone in this city. She worries if something have happened to me there is no one can take care of me. But when will this  have an end? I get into your city and I am always under the protection of the parents. Sometimes when I am going to some place strange I neeed mother to go with me. Now I am an adult and I am getting a family soon. So when I can get out of this house all by myself ? I think my life is twisted. I can not blame it to my parents. But I have to learn to get a new life without them. That is why I ask them to go back to the hometown. They are old and they are not fit for work any more. So it is the best to send them back home. I do not want to move back to that city. Even though the hometown seems to be the most important thing. But seems be myself is more important than many things. I should live alone for a long time to train myself. 

I know mother would be sad about it. But I have to do this to make myself to be a man who can handle things all by myself. I can not live like a kid.