I have checked the weather report said that the rainy weather would last for another whole week. At the end of the spring, the temperature is perfect. It is neight too hot nor too cold. It is a great time for travelling. But now it is rainning all the time. The rain is heavy and keep making your shoes and trousers dirty. This is why I hate rainy weather. But seems it is so powerless to complain about the weather. No one can control the weather. So I understand how small when we are in the great nature. 

I have seen a few words about we human being. It said one scientist said people should not worry about our earth. The earth is a planet which stand more than millons of years. It is a old planet. What we need to worry is ourselves. There are millions of spieces who have lived on the earth. But as the planet changes, most of them have disappeared. Maybe one day we human would also become one the animals which disappear. The earth is still the earth, no matter it is blue or covered with the sand. But we human can not live without the good environment. I have to say this is the truth. The earth is changing. But it would not disappear. 

We are too small in this world. But we do not know how to treasure we have get. The air pollution, the water pollution, the plastic pollution would not influece the earth.It is just influencing the environment we are living. When the environment have become not fit for we human being. We may disappear like the dinasours. And the earth is still the earth. Millions of years later, there would be something new on this earth. We have become the history. 

A new begining of a day, it is rainning again. This weather seems would never stop. It is always rainy. Even the air is filled with the water. The smell of the air is fresh. But I wish we can get into the summer as soon as possible. 

I get one message from the warehouse that something I ordered is sold out. Usually if it is a bad begining of a day. The day would be screwed up. I am easy to get influenced by a small thing of one day. Today I should not let it screwed because there are a lot of things to do. I get up earlier. I should finish my job fast. 

I should have a positive thought for my life. No matter how bad the situation is I should not say I can't or anything to give up. Life is one hard way. But I am also confusing. Why the people live in different life. We are all born as the innocent babies. But soon we are living in the different lives. Some one can get what they want so easily. But some of us are suffering in their childhood even. They even can not get enough food. Is the lives truly arranged by the god? If the god love all of us, so why did they give different lives to us? Why can't I get a stable life like many other young people? I am confusing. But I think people should have the great power to change their lives. But it is just unfair because there are many people they live with the golden spoon in their baby mouth. They own the fortune that is made by their parents. Or they get a oppotunity to gain great fortune that they have never ever done any work such as they own a land where is going to build a railway or a road. They gain the money without any work. But how can't I get a life like that. But always hard works never end. I am confusing. 

It was a long time that you haven't read one book. Most of our part time we are using the smart phone or the computer pad. Reading the news happening around the world. The book used to be one important thing in our life.But now they are forgotten in this technology world. I haven't read any books until yesterday night. It was rainning heavily. And the thunder cross the sky again and again. In order to prevent the thunder destory my eletrical items at my house. I have to shut all of them down. Then I have nothing to do. While I am lying on my bed. I think I can find some books to read. 

I have a kindle for sure. But as I shut down the wifi. So I have to read the books which is made of the paper.  I used to love the feeling of touching the books made of paper. It have the special smell from the wood. But I believe the books should not use the paper because it is not environment friendly. But today when I am touching these books on the shelf for a long time. I feel very close. I use the pen to note the words I do not understand. It is the feeling of the school time. This make me pick up the memory long time ago. I used the flashlight in the quilt and read the books I love. The novel used to make me burst into tears. I am not that kind sensitive any more. Instead people would become numb. Books used to bring us a lot of useful things. But now they are going to be abandoned in this new media world like the newspaper. I believe there would be fewer and fewer people would read the books or the newspaper made of paper. People can know the whole world by many other means. And there is no more wood needed in the new media world. People use the eletrical equipment to read the news or the books. They are friendly to the environment. And it is a better choice. But sometimes we just feel like to feel the feeling of touch the books made of paper.It is the memory we used to own. 

Being young is a good thing which make you have the passion for many things. It is more like the fresh feeling for everything. Rock is one kind spirit in our young mind. I have discussed the fashion last time - Normal is the best. But being young make us have more choices. So why would we try to look like a book nerd in our daily life ? The youth are eager to be free. It is the liberty to make choice. So when we love the rock. We rock out the rock style clothing. 

What is the rock? It is not just the people with the long hair playing the guitar on the stage with the loud music. Rock is some kind spirit in our mind. We are angry with this world because of the war, the environment pollution or the greedy business. We are very pissed off and try to fight against this kind society. The older people teach us that we should understand. But the rock spirit do not allow us to lay low our head. When we are fight the rock spirit is with us. The older people are glad to judge what you have done. They do not allow any voices against them. So we sing even louder to let them hear the voice in our heart. 

The clothing of the rockers is also different. Why people treat the snake or the skull so seriously. Why can't choose what we like to wear. I love the cheap marcelo burlon with the grand wings on the shoulder. We let these clothing shut the people's mouth because the rock spirit is with us. Let the rock fashion take over the main stream. Let the people know what we are thinking. This is our rock spirit that never be afraid of anything.

After a long writing. I think I should understand people's choices. We should not judge what other's are wearing in their life. They have their own world. They own their own likes or the dislikes. Try to understand them. And accept all kinds of looks from different places. This is our nature. 

As a great fan offashion I have collected more than 3- pieces of t-shirts in the closet. More than 20 pairs of jeans in the closet. However the style of the clothing is different. I believe it is because the taste of the clothing have been changed a lot. 

I can find the t-shirts with the giant skull printing. I can also find some jeans with the destoryed look. The clothing is telling you the taste of the old time. During that time I should be one great rock fans. So when choosing the clothing I tried to pretend a rock star. The hair style should be the mohican look. But when you are grown up you would know how naive during that time. Instead there is one black buttons down in my closet. It is normal but it is a good choice for the daily life. Classical clothing never require a lot of sharp design or something strange. It is just one normal buttons down with the pure color and normal cutting. But it stays in my closet for more than 5 years. Now it is still one good clothing to wear to any place. So this is why I say the normal is the best. 

There are a lot of designs which seems to be the leader of the new fashion. But when you take a look at the fashion histoyr. You would find the normal designed suits or the shirts and the t-shirts. They do not have the hyperbolic design. But they are the most important role in the fashion zone. There are many strange designs which have attracted a lot of attention. But the designs style would not last long in the fashion world. They are more like some kinds of clown who play the funny role. This is why the normal is the best. 

Fashion is always changing. But normal is always the best among the fashion designs. Do not try to be a clown when you are choosing what to wear. 

I have a strong belief. If one person keep working hard. He would gain what he want. 

During the time when I am working in my CD music store. I am very interested in the music. I have more than 50 CDs in my own house. And music is playing one important role in my life. So I am very glad to get that job. Because it is the thing I am interested.When you are interested in something you would have a lot of passion in your job. 

During the worktime I stand 10 hours one day. There is only one day off of a month. But during that time I was happy. Because I can listen to the music during the work time. There thousands of music CDs there. 

The belief is inside my heart. But it have been changed.

Life is not only the hapiness. There are many waves. The music CDs have been pulled down by the online download. People do not need the round shinning beautiful thing. Instead  the music have become the file can be downloaded from the site. And the music player is not the CD player any more. It can read the file from the disk. And the it is more easy to get the music online. So the CDs store have to close up. I quit that job long before it closed. But the my belief have been destoryed by that company. Your sales is good. But you can not earn all of them. Because this is not your store. You are just one employee of this store. So the money made is not yours. You are just one tool of this company. So this thing make me decide to work for myself. I am tired but I never get what I deserve. 

We should get our own business once we have get enough experience from our job. The job is just one training lesson for us. 

Sometimes life make people feel empty. It is all because I do not have a dream. I have been making plan again and again . But most of my life, I have spent too much time on useless things. Yesterday I sleep at 5 am in the morning and now get up around 12 AM.It make me feel I am a loser. As a loser I look down upon myself. 

I have warned myself to sleep early in the night. But when I am siiting in front of the computer, the time is forgotten. Every time I wish I can sleep early. But soon the games or the movies make me forget all my plan. And now I feel regret for my time and the time I have wasted. 

If live this kind life for a long time, I believe I would get sick. And then I would lose a lot of things. How can I live in the right way ? I have to find a way to control myself. Or I would lose my healthy life and I would lose a lot of precious things. It make me can not enjoy the my life. Now I would have to stick with my plan. I have to live in the right way. 

If there is one place I can go ? There is no one we  can go. You have to face your life. It is making people have to live in the right way. 

Stick with the plan from today. Make a alert during the time for sleeping. It need to be done right now. And I have to make myself a promise for my life in future.

I have purchased some sport items. It is for the new plan for the week.Sweat once a day. It is needed for the sport plan.The summer is coming. And it is the time for sports. I believe summer is more effective for losing weight because it have the high temperature. It burns more fat as the hot weather. This is why I love the summer. I have been working out for several months last year. The feeling is suffering as every day I feel a great stress for the sport. But I convince myself to do it every day. No matter how tired I am or how hot is the weather. It do work, make my leg look thinner and the stretch of the body is much better. But I have stopped for some reason. Because during those days I have a sad emotion that I do not want to do anything. Now everything fixed so I have to work out from today. At first I do not understand why people need to sports every day. Because in my daily life I would walking about 10000 steps to the place I work. And I am standing on the bus every day. I believe that would make me do a lot of sports. People around me also have the similar idea because they think they are tired enough every day. But we do not know when we are the younger kids, we run every where. But we never feel tired. I believe the body is like a racing car. If you drop it in the garage for too long. The parts would not fit for a high speed status. And if we keep it running. It would work nice. We walk and stand, it is just the basic stable sports even can not make our lung into the status full use.If we do not make full use of it for a long time. Our body would not feel fit and get tired every day. Most of us feel tired is because we do not do enough sports.