Someone have uploaded one video on the youtube. It is talking about the relationship between the family. And I never imagine that can make me burnst into tears. The young daughter and old father, the young kid and the father, the mother and the kid.They have make a experiment. They do not let one side know they are recording with the camera. And while they are making a telephone call to the other side. The other side would said something not nice. We all know as we are the family. So we do not need to be too nice like facing with the strangers. So that behave sometimes hurt our family. It is shown on their faces. Then the other side come out and said sorry to the heart-hurted family. 

We all love our family. But sometimes we get impatient and said something not very nice. We do not realize it have already hurt our family.They are family so they understand us. But when we speak these words, they are truly hurted. So why can not we be nicer to the family. We should be nice to everyone around us. The love is shown in every details. We should be patient to our closest family. They are the greatest treaure we own. No matter they are young or old, we should treausre every moment while we are together. The truest love is between the families. They accept our hurt words , they never complain. After we watched this video. We should be as nice as we can to our dearest family.

Time is trying to pull me down like one old man. My feet are heavier.

When I was a kid. I think that one year should be divided into 4 equal pieces which January , Febuary , March  belong to Spring. And then the next 3 months belong to Summer. And then next three  belong to Autumn. But seems it is not like this. Now I am having the January, the weather is more likely the winter. So I believe it should be wrong with my kid time thought.Today we are not talking about the seasons. We are talking about what clothing to choose in such a cold winter.

I heard a news about one of my mother's best friends. She have a bad disease which is called myelitis. I have never heard that before. All I know about the serious disease called cancer. And the cause of her disease is she have get too much cold in the winter. So keeping warm is truly important in the winter. Some people would complain they can not dress like a big bear in the winter. But I think the bear is truly cute. So what you need is one nice down jacket. When the girls wearing one piece of white down jacket , they look like the angel. So you also need one hat to keep you warm. The red beanie hat made of wool is also a good choice . The jeans and one pair of boots, they the perfect item for the winter season. You would enjoy this kind look. For the young boys , maybe they can try the last kings jacket with the cotton and patch work, It make you feel warm and also dope. The nice stitch work and the cool hip hop baseball jacket design is truly high fashion item of this season. You would need this kind fashion style for sure. Enjoy the new year holiday. 

One young CEO have made an interview on one famous show. He is younger than me, but he have made more than 10 billion already at his age. I am just like one small child when seeing him.He do not care about what others think of him. He is pround. But some of his words is worth to remember. He said he is not afiaid of failture. He said I am young , what I need to do is start over again. His speech is amazing. He have given me the passion for the new year plan indeed.

What I have done after seeing that speech? 

I keep working for about 5 days already. I have disabled all the games on my cellphone. I think I have wasted too much time on the cellphone indeed. After buying the cellphone. I have found my time is wasted on it. I may can not stand the boring life. But I am a useless man already when comparing many people. I can not understand why those people can earn 100000 times of the money than. We are all human. We all own one head, two arms and two legs. Why I have to be a loser in front of them. I should realize this long time ago. Then I would not spend too much time on the boring games or the things useless. What happened to myself ? Am I start to accepting my useless life? Am I start to get numb to be a loser? Absolutely no, I have to make up my mind to do something. Start one new life of the new year. It is what I have to do right now. The passion is like a fire burning my heart. I can not get used to this kind normal life. Time to change. I am a workaholic.

I have been this city for more than 7 years already. I have never taken a overlook view for this city until one day I was standing on the top of the mountain. I raise my camera and take the picture of this city. One such a big city make me feel I am so small. This is a large city with a lot of people have the dreams. I am one among. I know this is a good start of the new year. I have some problems with my business. But I am not the one who is easy to give up. So for the past 5 days I have been working more than 12 hours one day. I have to pay responsibility to myself. I have to live better.

If one day you do not have the money any more. People would look down upon. And you would feel sad because there is a lot of things you can not afford. I have been trying to save money every day. But the money is all earned. When you are saving the money, you have already get into the group of the poor people. This is a big city full of the chances. And I am still young now. It is easy to just start over again. I do not care what others think of me. I would get through those hard days and get the brightes moment of my life.

I am living in one big city. I am having more greater dreams for my future. The future please wait for me. I am coming soon.  

The weather is getting colder. Every day when I get up I feel I am in a daze. I am not sure what is the season now. Yesterday I was wearing a piece of shirt. Now I have to put on my down jacket. It is a strange weather. Any way I believe the spring is coming soon. 

That remind me the old movie. The summer have played a trick on Tom. And she think she is right. But why did she play with the love. That make Tom feel so sad. I know how he is feeling. It is not nice to invite Tom to her engagement party. It is not nice at all. You hurt his heart and then put on salt on the wound. He have done nothing wrong. He just love you. But why would summer hurt her so much. I can understand her. I am very glad to see him find his Autumn at the end of the movie. He forget her already. Summer is a bad girl. She played the love using her innocent face. Then it have changed the whole world of Tom.

I used to have Summer , too. If you do not like me please leave me. I believe there is no pure friendship between the man and woman. We all have grown up. And we know the relationship between people. I do not know you before. Then I invite you to dinner and walk on the street in the night. You know what I am thinking.  Love have hurted me so much. But you are playing the innocent role. It is a horrible lie. So I prefer Autumn. Love is love. You should stay away from the innocent people like me. You are not nice at all.

Right now I am standing on the train to the railway station. There are a lot of people crarrying their package. I know they are heading to their hometown. I have tried to do something that do not make me feel borning. But seems I have disabled all the apps in my cell phone. I have nothing to do except writing some words on my note. The old man is talking loudly. The noise can not make you focus on your thoughts. Any way I have nothing to do right now. So I prefer standing here pretending to write something look better than watching the other strangers' faces. I believe this is the best choice. 

I was wondering this country have so many people Why there are still so many people want more kids. The kids means the trouble for me. They all would grow up one day. And they all would become one of us. Why would we care them so much when they are young. Why there is no one care about me when I am young. Life is a circle. 

The train have arrived at the station so fast. In just 5 minutes I am at my destination. Now I would keep on working hard till one day I reach the goal. I get off the train and get into the crowd in the tunnel. I believe there would be more light ahead. 

I have disablled all my social accounts in last 3 days. I have made a record for yesteday. Seems it is working. I have found I have spent a lot of time on the movies and social accounts.We talk about all kinds of useless things. And we laugh without the brain. Then the time have passed long ago. So I have to save time for the days left. 

I know this half year would be the darkest days of mine. I know I would be lonely for the last few days. I know it would be tough. I know everything I should know. But I would never give up. 

The day before yesteday I climb the mountains. However one day is marked in my head for so long. My mother climb up the mountains with me. She said she have to work tomorrow. But the bus did not arrive. So I decide to walk down the mountain. She would like to wait. I was angry because the service said we have to wait more than half one hour. When I was angry I saw her sad face. It is like a kid make his parents angry. And when she look at me with that sight. I feel a little sad for that. I should not be angry because she is old. And she come out with me for fun, now what I have given her. One day we would all get older. I should understand her. Now I feel regret for what I have done. I should say sorry to her. 

After grown up, the parents start to care us more. I am the one who insist this family. But I do not have the right to disrespect my parents. I should be a better man. I should start to change from today. 

This is the first day for working. I have finished watching all the plays I love to watch. And I think the most time is taken by one of my hobby. It is about the movies. So I decide to write a journal every night to make sure I have spend my time at the right place. For the last few months. I would not play the games . I can only watch the movies on the weekend. I should make full use of my time to reach my goal as soon as possible. My life should be changed for the new year. I am looking forward a new kind of life style. Then at the end of the work year I would go to Thailand to enjoy a holiday. There I would take more and more wonderful photos. Life should be enjoyed. But I believe we should enjoy the life at the right time. Because most of us have spent too much time on the useless things. And that is one kind way of wasting life. Then when you are old you would feel regret for what you have done when you have plenty time. So work is work. Entertainment is entertainment. Holiday is the holiday. Every day is not a holiday. So we should use the time right.

As I am a self-employeed man, so my time is free. But I have to use enough time on my job. So I have to make a rule for myself. This new year is the working year for me chasing my dreams. I would never give up. 

First work day, I should work 9 hours one day and then take a good rest. This is my first day for working.