Just one moment ago I seems lose the control for purchasing things online. I know I am a little crazy because I just can not control my desire to purchase things online. Once I found something I would like to try it on my body. Though I do not have a perfect body shape. And I am even planning to do something right for myself. But now I just click the button to make the payment. And then I feel regret for what I have done. These things are not really needed for me.I have bunch of t-shirts in my closet even too heavy for the closet. And I do not know why I purcahse more shirts from the internet. And it is like one disease. Even do not know how to cure this.And one second ago I made my decision to cancel the order. I reuqest the refund for the t-shirt. I have fight against this desire to shop online. I know I have to do something to fight against the demon inside me.

People are born with the basic need, need the food to keep us away from hunger. Need the clothing to keep away from the cold.Need the love to keep away from the sadness. And now I think people are growing greedy because we are falling into the kingdom made of gold.We need more things to raise our so called life quality .We have forgotten what we truly need for the life.We are trying to make our life to one extreme way.Things have changed a lot since we are a kid. We compare our lives with the other people. We are losing the dreams. We are all wrong.

I think it is the time for me to turn back from the wrong things. The first step is to control myself.