Listening to the classic music. And thinking of someone I know. I start to miss myself in this kind relationship. But I never know what she is thinking of me. Maybe I can just be one partner while feeling lonely. And I am just one person who used to happened to her life maybe. I am just as small as one sand. Maybe I do not have any kind of weight for me. But she is just talking with me.So I doubt about myself for so long. The pain in my eyes and many other things keep bothering me. I am not sure if this is right. I am just feeling I am one person do not have a soul. Live for love ,and sometime I also believe the love would destroy everything. I do not know why I am born to be so dark .Because usually I think the future have no sunshine. I do not have the stable life. So I am trying to live it with the sunshine. But most of the time I do not know if there is the sunshine if choosing this way.

I am leaving this city. But this city is making me start to want to stay just for one person. She is not beautiful . But she have the nice voice. I start to think of the old movie 500 days with summer. Maybe she is my summer, but I truly wish would like to stay with the summer for my life. I can not lose myself for her. But I just do not know what to talk with her.

And now something is making me crazy. The love inside me making feel like to shut down all things to let me stay with her. I am just this kind person who is crazy for the love.Like the designs of hba hoodie.This is one cool feeling inside me.