yesterday sleep at 2 o'clock in the night. Seems when morning I do not realize anything and I feel shame for this because I am getting much lazier than before. I have to change the situation now. Because there are lots of works to be done. And I can not live my life like one loser. I have to make it change. I see the bright side of the life. But I start to enjoy the lonely feeling in this city. This city is like one magic place can make your dreams come true. But what the else you need to do is trying very hard. Because no hard works no gain. Hard working the basic way to success. You would never want when you do not have any money in your pocket. That is making you feel nervous. Even do not have anything to eat. This is horrible status.And you would need to make it stay away from you.

When one day you are old you would never feel regret because you have tried your best. But if you keep wasting the time like the loser. You would feel it is just too late to realize all these things. You would need to do sports, keep working and make your whole family happy. That is all your duty. And you have to make it done in time. Because time for you is limited. 

I am hearing all these things in my years. And I keep counting the days before I go back to my hometown. There are still so many days. But time flies!