People like me at this age all raised by watching the movies. The movie bring us many kinds of heros and all kinds of legends make people believe in the future would always be better than you think.  And the movies also make we believe one day we can also become the millionares, movie stars, the heros save the whole world. But when we grown up we found it is all lies, We are very angry with it but it is already to late already. We start to have no time to be mad with the life because at that time you start to have one family and you have to worry about your income, the cost for your chhildren, you also need to pay the tax and bills come in time every month. You are angry but you do not have any choice any more. It is your life. The normal life. 

And then then at this time the movie start to become one kind way to make you run away from your real life. You spend large numbers of time watching the movies while you are feeling lost. But you would never get away from the life. Because the life is always with you. Running would make the life keep bothering you. You have talked with the family. But it is still very hard. Movie is the klller for the dream. The dream all have gone finally. And you have lost your future and your illusion already. You have nothing to lose. But the future make you feel fear. The fear is you can not make sure you can live your life stable and wonderful. It is just so hard to say the truth. Because we are living in this truth.