Two days ago it was one special valentino day in my country. There used to be one tale about that day the girl and the boy in the heaven would meet. They are seperated by the god because the girl is one godness and the boy is one normal farmer. And the god do not want them love each other. However they are falling so deep in the love. So the mother of the godness would allow them meet on every 1st of July and that day also become the valentino's day in my country.

Love can make people become crazy. However now I am not that kind person with that passion. I just feel cold and lonely and feel get used to this kind life style. Every day wake up alone. Listen to some music. watch some vintage movie. Then one day get passed. I do not care about her because she is not the one fit for me. What make us connect is just some kinds of connection between the friends. And now everything is not the thing I want. I feel like to make myself lock in one cage. And I do not know what should the love should be. I know you care about me. But I never mean to hurt you or doing anything bad for you. I am just one person do not know how to handle with the girls. I am so tired these days.

Mother told me to be nice to you. But I can not make myself become one fake person with the fake love. I want you find someone else to love. I want to be the one enjoy the grand business world of mine. I do not want to trapped by these love. I just want to make myself awake for my business. 

It is late. You need to take a good sleep. And then you forget me. We are strangers again.