I just ordered the train tickets to the hometown. And it would be after 6 days.I do not know why I am still not feeling happy about this. I ordered many things preparing to go back home with the honor.However I also have sone kinds of panic inside my head.And I do not know if I am walking on the right way again. I feel something is twisted in my heart. It is not feeling good.

Facing the computer for more than 8 hours one day. Your eyes and your head would feel pain. But how can I spend the time. Many things trying to bother you. You feel mad and you have to face it. Every one trying to push to the edge. I just want to stay calm and silent but it is truly hard.

Any way this day would be gone again. And I am trying to bring my head to the normal status. But these people are always trying to make you feel mad. Never answer and never let you know the truth for your life. They are all crazy people. They do not deserve what they want. Greedy and always telling the lies. They should live in the hell after they die.And I am not a hater but if you have done something bad for me. I would make you feel the pain.