I do not have the great dreams for future .I do not want to be the president, I do not want to lead the whole world to something and I do not want to become the focus among people .All I have is just one normal life . However seems it is hard for me indeed . Since I was young the god have given me special life .My parents divorced before and they get married and after that I was born .No love from the grandparents because they think that I am the extra one .They love their first grandson but not me .And then the business crash the family .All parents' money have gone .And I used to have the rich child life .But soon it have gone you should know the feeling after great changes . They clothing you want you can not afford .People around you laugh at you and you do not have the power for any thing and you are going to cry  for that .

Living is hard since then . I tried my best to pick up my confidence but it is not the way we want .I feel sad for the old days .After work for others , the business always not stable .Now I am reaching the middle age .I do not know what is going to happen in next few years .I have the dreams , the dreams of the basic life do not worry about the food and the house .That is enough .But I do not know when will it come .